“Existentialism isn’t so atheistic that it wears itself out showing that God doesn’t exist. Rather, it declares that even if God did exist, that would change nothing.”—Fyodor Dostoyevsky on existentialism (via loveyourchaos)
“It covers my eyes. It’s all I can see. Say there’s some kids playing baseball. All I see is the one kid they won’t let play because he tells corny jokes. And no-one thinks they’re funny. Or I see a boy and a girl in love and kissing, you know. I just see that they’re gonna be one of those sad old couples one day who just cheats on each other and can’t even look at each other in the eye. And I feel it. I feel all of their sadness. I feel it probably even worse than that sad old couple or that corny kid will ever feel it.”—The United States of Leland (via creatingaquietmind)
“There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up.”—Lucas Scott, One Tree Hill (via creatingaquietmind)
But honestly, if there’s two girls walking down the street, one with nice smokey eyes and a classy red lipstick and another with shoved up hair and no makeup; you’re going to be looking at the one who made an effort.. and if boys do prefer natural girls, why is it always the girls who wear the most makeup who actually get the boyfriends?
I don’t know what’s happening to me, I don’t feel like myself anymore - not that I knew what “myself” really felt like in the beginning - but my thoughts are getting out of control. I don’t know what’s real anymore, I don’t know what I’m doing with myself and who I am and it’s getting to me, I have no control over anything.